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Hello!

It has been the usual chaotic non-stopness that is my life lately so here is a little 411.

After very LONG talks the hubby and I decided not to build. I am such a paranoid person about all of this and constantly fret over money and well life in general so we figured it would be easier to buy.

I am seriously having nightmares over it. I spend hours staring down at houses online and emailed realtors and it seems like no matter what, there is always something that sticks out bad. Like it is literally stabbing me in my eyeball "Hey look at me! I am something that annoys you!" Goodness.

We've also been dabbling in the whole "let's have a baby" thing. Which is cool and all but let's be honest. Pregnancy is not fun and it weirds me out. There are very few photos of me when I was carrying Emily because I looked like a beached whale. I figured now is a good time since I am still young and somewhat fit to knock another one out and then have the mommy makeover my poor stomach desperately needs. Since my skin is already in stretched out mode, it seems now is the most opportune time. Then all I have to do is get over my irrational fear that if I have a tummy tuck, I will get a blood clot and die. Sometimes this paranoia becomes suffocating. Luckily I am blessed to have an awesome husband who understands it and doesn't mind it.

Also, when we buy a house, I want to have chickens. Not like an entire group of them, just one or two. Scott thinks I am insane since I have an irrational fear of chickens. I just think it would be neat. Free eggs too. We shall see. A Llama however if definitely out of the question which was shot down so fast I did not even have a chance to explain my stance. Oh well.

I am thinking of becoming a part time Yahoo questions answerer. I answered one guys question and told him I knew the answer because I was from medieval times and he believed me! Success.

Today is also my BEST FRIEND IN THE ENTIRE WORLD's birthday. Just so you know.

See ya!